Life Update

I’m sitting in bed at 7:52pm, without a single worry right now. It is June 19th, meaning my last day of junior year. These past 10 months were my most stressful and lonely year of my school life. This summer will be a much needed break for my mental health.

So this is where I’m at right now.

I had grades lower than I ever thought I could, and I had a couple of breakdowns. It felt like I was slowly sinking lower and lower into a never ending pit. I was sad a lot of the time. I didn’t want to go out with my friends, so I just sat at home. I didn’t feel like doing anything.

I am finally getting over that. It is a slow process, but I am happier again. Currently, there is a beautiful rainbow outside my window, and I am listening to my favorite songs. This is what a perfect night looks like to me.

I have been drinking more water (75 ounces a day!) and my skin has cleared up a lot. I am also feeling better about my body and building towards my goal by working out daily.

I haven’t been reading as much as I want to be for the past two months. I guess I am in a bit of a slump. But I’ve been doing so much writing. My writing style has changed, and so has my perspective. I have improved drastically compared to my writing from just a couple of months ago.

I have also learned to be more patient, more humble, and more loving. I try to keep my mouth shut rather than arguing in some situations. Some people are just not worth the energy.

I guess that while this school year was tough, I know that I survived, and I only have another 180 days to go. I can do this.

ending

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12 thoughts on “Life Update

  1. You go, girl! You’re the most important thing in your life, so take care of yourself! I was in a similar situation a while back, so I kind of know where you’re coming from. All I can tell you is, you kind of have to go through the worst shit to get to the good stuff, so take your time.

    xoxo, Rawan M

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  2. Hey girl! I really miss blogging but I want to start reading your blog more 💕. Since I quit, I’ve moved to Canada. Right now we are looking for a house – btw they don’t have pennies here and everything is in French. Anyways, I just wanted to tell you don’t get discouraged with your blog and keep writing. I love reading it. I kind of wish that I had kept blogging but honestly it seemed like the best choice at the time. Miss being your blogging buddy haha- Jess💖💞💕

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    1. Hi love! If you miss blogging you can always come back! There are no rules 🙂 We all miss you and if you ever have time, start up again! Hope you enjoy Canada, I’ve always wanted to go!

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      1. Hey I just wanted to tell you about 3 of my FAVORITE books that you have seriously got to read : The here and now (sci fi time travel love story) The book thief (morbid, very long, the writing is so gorgeous and pulls you in – I could read this for hours without getting bored) and between shades of grey (a really good sad story), and last of all midnight at the electric (this is just a really good book lol) you have probably already read all of them – but if you haven’t, I just wanted to let you know that those are AMAZING 😉

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